Tuesday December 04, 07 12:17 PM - so confused i cant take this shit my life for past two years has been the worst of my life, i started to get serious with a girl and gave her my virginity and everything, then she run off to go back out with her ex? who dumped her 4 times an cheated on her with like 5 other girls. and as if that wasnt enough my best mate slept with my sister in my bed!. finally i leave school and dont have to see any of those fuckers again, but i decide to go to college. worst mistake of my life. i nearly got kicked out because i was sat. yes sat in the same room as some fucking retards who threw coins at the ceilin an put holes in it. wtf? should i mention my dad?? i should really the more i get off my chest the better i think. he took away the only thing in my life i really enjoy, it takes away the stress or college and life in genral, my xbox360. he cant handle me being happy can he, the fucker just has to throw a full glass of orange juice at me, cut my back to shit an spray my tv an xbox in juice. the next thing i now boom my tv is fucked an my xbox has melted on one side. i dunno what to do anymore. my friend wants me to move in with him my nabour asked me out and an old friend has just popped into my life again, the one who broke my heart and ripped it out:( i dont see point in living, death is only reall option:( Discussion Friday December 29, 06 04:06 PM - life turns bad for the ones that are good life sucks, my mums ill, my dads a dick and my little brothers are little tossers. i cant keep them undercontroll. no matter what happens im in the shit my dad takes everythin out on me. this is your fault, why isnt this done and whats wrong with this. its driving me insane, i cant escape from it. im always stuck in the house i cant even go out to see my one ane only fuckin friend seeing as the otheres fucked off and left me, or spread shit about me. i cant fuckin breath. all i want is for my mum to come home so she can sort them out but no thats not goin to happen because life fuckin hates me and i hate it more. nothing ever turns out the way i want it. its always the opposit, i got and xbox360 for christmas and my dad takes it off me 2 days later because my little bro has thrown his shit on the floor, oh yer thats my fuckin fault!!!! yer well fuck yous i hate the fuckin lot of you!! i still feel like shit i need to fuckin scream but i cant its like gum stuck in the back of my lungs not completely cuttin my breath but almost. Sunday December 24, 06 08:26 AM - they dont care you know the friends i hold dear??? yer well they dont care they still believe its not there fault. they dont even apoligize..not a word no sorri no nothing. some friends you were i fuckin hate you, i realli fuckin hate you, i hope you die the coldest painfullest death, because it wont be but a pinprick compared to what u did to me. it was just one secret i trusted you with. but know im afraid what else you tell everyone, do you tell them all my others too???? come on answer!! but no you wont answer will you, im just some one else your using to make your self bigger. well guess what u may think ur bigger but ur not ur just a small pathetic pile of crap hopin to make it somewhere. Discussion Saturday December 23, 06 09:13 AM - fuckin friends life sucks, i hate life, life blows, life is hell. who cares about the poor teenager we have just hurt, what it wasnt are fault all we did was ripp his fuckin heart out and show it to the one he loved. we didnt know it was bad. we thought we were helpin him we didnt know it was gonna ruin his life. well guess what you did ruin my life not only that but u ruined my chances with my first love got fucked over by my friends, oh shit they did it again they fucked it over with my second love. fuck this world and fuck my so called friends. only one person cares about me. hes the reason im still going all the shit thats gets throw at me, my friends have helped me through. but they cant help me this time, there the one's trowing it at me. before it was only small stone you take no notice of but now the have pushed the cliff on me. i dont need friends but they insist i do. life is so unreal i cant take it no more. i dont now wat to do, i cant talk to anyone even my last true friend. he has his own problems i cant help him with. Wednesday December 06, 06 10:21 AM - dad my dad is just like all of your, a complete prick not worth the shit on my feet, he comes into my room sees me cleaning up, then goes to the bit i havnt reached yet, grabs the stuff and throws it at me. then starts yellin at me to tidy my room, when i yell back saying i am all i get is "dont talk to me in that manner and i need to sort my life out" and all this shit i mean come on. sad or what. im not doing bad at school im doing really good at the moment. and he has the nerve to star that bull shit, im so close to hitting him i can almost feel my fist hitting him. i cant talk to my mum about it because she thinks the world of my gimpish dad. Discussion