Sunday April 13, 08 05:47 PM - love i have fallen hard for this one guy and he only wants to be friends... i dont understand why though. we're not "just friends" sometimes but its hard to get my hopes up and be let down again. i had the fear of falling in love and now i have the fear of loosing all thats in my heart. i want to forget about him so bad. i want to get him out of my mind but how can i? when i have fallen so far, theres no way i can come back up :[